Why didn’t you try,
Was I not worth it…. were we not worth a bit…? That you lost me..us..to the devious evil bait…!! That devil inside you….
Maybe I was wrong,
Wrong to stay,
Waiting for you to say..
Now with the Pyrrhic victory,
Devils ego strumming on the beats of revelry
-sanii
Chin up , shoulder straight;
standing in the mess;
past concerning, future tempting;
ruling like a boss;
eyes shinning so bright;
hiding all the frights.
expressing the softness;
dying inside with loneliness.
but;
showing the poker bravery,
she can dig your souls grave slavery ,
can love you with sweetness;
but ,
also can kill you with crudeness
she is what we call hell’s curse and heaven’s bliss;
she is the angel and the evil.
was not a congenital liar or a sadist criminal
neither was i an incorrigible case
it was never the fault of base
but now notorious as i am
i have no one to blame
only cursing the situation
which turned the table for the consummate realism
summum bonum should be for love
sadly , money is only thing which we crave
life showed the hell;
now let it understand me well
ignited the genesis of a bad name
chronos played and turned the game
can’t face the truth ;but tell me what is its worth
so i paced towards unconscionable fame
science and conscious shakes their hand
kicked out the conscience from the blend
was not a nescient neither a prescient
was only a lonely boy craving for love
after living in hell ; can’t ring the Church bell’s
hell changed me from gregarious; now left with flagrant mess
infamous by craft ; but still egregious lonely boy at heart.
Here is what i….
Felt when you..
Embraced that guy….
My love which you kicked now turned cold blue….
Still, can’t forget…
What i felt….when you said….
That, something is missing and being with me is what you regret….
Missing you in my life…..
From my heart….
Flooded eyes with shattered dreams….
To have you in my life as my wife..
But you wanted that rich guy….
Who just said you goodbye…..
And now you are standing here…
Broken….crying…..wwhich i can’t bear…
Life plays its own irony…..
What you want is out of economy…
And what you left behind…..
Was always kind, without mind, and in love with you like a blind……
-sanii kyle
Why is that i feel lonely…..
What should i do so you quit taking me so casually…..
Why is that even fair….
That crashing my heart daily still you didn’t care…..
Is i am invisible to you…..
Or you can’t search me in the queue ….
I know she is pretty than me…..
But why can’t you be with me…..
You act cold and warm at the same moment…
Can’t understand what is your requirement…..
Is it body or heart…cause even if she can give you her hot body……you can’t own my pure heart……..
I love you….
And i will wait for you till thou…..
-sanii kyle
Emotion – life you’re so fragile that you can die with a simple pin…..
Life – emotion you are so delicate that anyone can hurt you by words…..guesture and even sometimes without doing anything….
Emotion – yeah but thats a part of me ….like i am your’s
Life – but still why we are so vulnerable that any one can hurt us….?
Emotion – don’t be sad that anyone can hurt us be happy that no one can live without us…..😊😊😊
Emotions and life are two most important thing which you can’t afford to lose …..Without emotions or feelings you can’t imagine your life ….and without life there is nothing……so value the emotions and life which you got……pamper it like a baby…..and challenge it like a warrior ……enjoy every phase…..cause you never know what happens the next…..
–sanii kyle
Time plays its game ,
Our present remains the same
But for the future we can’t claim,
What left with us is just to blame.
On this or that thing.
Cruse on the human being
Crushed between the past, present, future
Here, left with its stubborn nature
I didn’t do anything in my past
But what happened to me was worst
My childhood smile trace faded
Just like an animal wounded
Unable to say; unable to express, but having ahead a journey of mile
Hoping that the future will have my smile
Seeing something so far away
Walking a step closer everyday
What I have done today, in present
That the smile on my face is still absent
Trying to help everyone
But when I need them there is no one
Wobbling all around
But the happiness is still not to be found
Again, hoping that the future will hold my happiness…….my smile.
He said –
“What did I do to send her away ?
What should I do to get the mess at the bay ?
What did I do to hurt her?
What should I do to bring her back to what we were?
What did I do to make her cry?
What should I do again to make her shy?
What did I do to make her sad?
What should I do to cover up all the bad?
What did I do to disappoint her?
What should I do to make love further?
What did I do to make her curse?
What should I do to bring back us?
What didi I do for all this longings?
What should I do with all her belongings?
What do I do……..what do I do …………!!!!!!!
Still as a fucked up mess,
Screwed this full case.
Craving to be with her,
Still wanting to thrust deep further.
Longing for her touch,
Which affected so much.
Starving for the plumpness of her lips,
Yearning for just her kiss.
What should I do to bring her back,
And soothe all the aches.
She said-
“tears flooded through her eyes,
Disappointed by all his lies.
Still wanting him again
Covering up emotion was in vain.
Words spilled from her mouth
“you fool just say …..you love me …..so that you and me can change into we”
It’s her story ……!!!
Happiness…….smokiness ………
Little bubbly……somewhat lovely…….
Starry eyes showed innocence…….which added life a beautiful essence.
A realized romance …….had opened on her eager glance
Happiness faded till the end
Loneliness among her own friends……
School was where happiness clouds showered there bliss.
Home was the paradise which now changed in to something which she miss….
Dirt of evil spirit ……never missed their retreat.
Evil dirty clouds surrounded her ………..ruined the pure soul in her
What to expect from stranger ……
When the near one of her is danger……
Unable to modify what was happening
Things happened which she avoid remembering ….
Single evil dirt ruined her ………..made her hate herself ……
Her soul, her body, her eyes, her voice ……..all made her hate herself……
Tell me what should she do ……???
Parents are advising to forget all the evil done before……
But what should they would have done for her……
Tell me what should she do…..???
Firstly evil covered her soul …now speeded darkness in her dreams
Unable to fight ………….the girl who wanted to fly like a kite
Is still standing here….hopeless……loneliness…..craving for happiness…….
Just want to heal…….which she is unable…..!!!1
Now wishing to be dead ……killed……dead ….
Tell me what should she do ….????
Its her story ……..her story 
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